Saturday, April 22, 1993
1:40pm Just made brownies (saucepan brownie recipe from Mom), and decided to spend some time in the Word before Shawna comes up. Chris is out witnessing-it’s a beautiful day-windy and warm.
I’ve got a lot of housekeeping to do yet today. I really need to clean the birdcage, sweep and mop the kitchen floor and clean the bedroom.
I’ve been struggling with my desire to have a baby. I just can’t imagine how neat it would be to make our own baby! I know it is work-extremely hard-but I still want to have his baby. Lord, please help me to be patient and understanding; to be content and trusting that in your time, You will give us a child.
I miss my mom-I’m listening to a tape called “My Mother, My Friend”. The thought of saying goodbye when they go back to Bolivia in June makes my heart ache.
I’ve been reading Creative Counterpart by Linda Dillow over these past few weeks. I am learning much about submission and about my role as a wife.
Lord, please live through me to put all these things I’m learning into practice.